Beyond Reach

I found that reaching out, it’s uncomfortable
Plant my feet to the ground
Dawn feels dim
Just seeking us in our darkest grief
Understanding is beyond my reach
Well I’ll carry this, it’s never leaving, it’s never failing
I can’t shake the feeling it’s all fading
And I can’t cope
The pain’s still sharp, it’s just like an open cut
After all is this obvious?
It’s too much to hold
Plant my feet to the ground
The light feels cold
Just speaking out loud
It’s too much to hold
But I can’t find the words
Am I awake? My eyes are sore and I’m feeling numb
The air stands still, I’m searching for a meaning
As it fades from now, I’ll cherish every moment
And I can’t make this on my own
I’m losing all my hope
Just breath in, breath out
W are not okay
After all is this obvious?
It’s too much to hold
Plant my feet to the ground
W’ll find a meaning in this one day and come to terms with losing the thought
of your embrace
Living without you
A hole in my soul that I can’t find
The weight holds
But living without you
So lost in this loss that I must hold onto the ground
I am who I am because of who you always were