Nothing Remains

Lying at the bottom where the sun don’t shine
Night and day just the passing of time
Living in a haze of distress
Trying to find myself once again
Fighting to black out the memories
Taken a beating like never before
Hands of time bring only pain
As I fight for the control, I was never able to gain
Betrayed without a warning
Left empty and numb
Scarred and broken
The past is done
Nothingas it was before
Nothing stays the same
Nothing remains
No sense of regret, put an end to the days of bitterness,
had to cut the rope around my neck,
I was suffocating on my
surroundings, fell into a spot no one could handle
Held out for a change that never came
Left empty and numb
Scarred and broken
The past is done
Nothing as it was before
Nothing stays the same
Nothing remains
Ripped apart, inside and out, facing this world dead and buried,
gave everything,
lost it all in return, living and dying seem so close