New Years Day

Impossible for me to explain.
Do you justice and keep it restrained.
It’s what I need to say to you.
Seems like you’ve broken your heart,
Seems like things are falling apart
All around you.
First, it’s complication, now it’s just too quiet.
I don’t know the reason, know you’ll never buy it.
It’s hard to wait. Yeah, it’s hard to wait.
Next, is my frustration of why you’re letting go.
I’ll hold you 'til it’s over, so that you will know she
Feels no pain. Yeah, she feels no pain.
Close your eyes and let it all go.
I’ll tell you when it’s over and it’s done.
Just being here for her until she’s gone.
No one knows what to say.
Remember when things were ok?
But it’s not ok.
Now’s the hesitation. Did we even try?
Where are my emotions? All I do is cry.
Someone please explain, someone please explain.
Here’s a confrontation between me and the sky.
I’m screaming up to god you, you better tell me why.
Is this all in vain, was this all in vain?
Close my eyes and let it all go.
Someone tell me when it’s over and it’s done.
She was everything and now everything’s gone.