Underwater

I sink into this ocean
Of sentimental misery
Every day I’m trying
To look at the horizon
But the depths catch me by the chest
And pull me to the bottom
This place of pressure
And darkness
I’m drowning
In spite of this
My journey to the bottom
Is done in an absolute calm
Surrounded by the underwater Monsters
Maybe, my place is here
A silent suffering
With no hope
Of sailing on this dark water