Bad Days

On the bad days
we remember all of the wrong fears
all the open ears
we think we live forever
and then we find out we’re dead
all that you gave is now gone
turns out it’s not worth keeping
i can’t do this anymore
some people aren’t worth your time
what’s on your mind baby Mary
Barely remember your name
don’t bother sorting our heart
and getting me out of?
i never say what i mean
at least i mean what i say
Don’t you know happiness is a (?) in the lead
all i ever wanted was to
love the one that came before you
all i ever wanted was to
love the one that got away
I’d take it up but i’m not even trying
i cannot tell you how long I’ve been lying
we think we live forever
and then we find out one day
all that you gave is now gone
what was that anyway
on the bad days
we remember all of the wrong fears
all the open ears
We wish our lives were different
but they wouldn’t be our lives
i keep my eye on the prize
and the pen to the paper
always, always
no one understands you
no one understands