Never the Same

You are floating awash in your sea. Where does that leave me?
You slashed me and when you slashed it altered the past
I’m post trauma sorting the shards of my scattered cards
You left me one more judgment day for my resume
We’re never the same
We both share the blame
So why did I ask you?
'cause now that I’ve asked you I’d have to say
That love won’t find a way
You were thinking of running away from the first day
You were hinting but I couldn’t see meant too much to me
I’m obsessing Turn off the brain and lock out the pain
I’m struggling trying to get back what my ego lacks
So why did I ask you what I didn’t want to know
Thrashing and sinking in your ego’s undertow
You are floating awash in your sea where does that leave me
Bruised and battered alone and afraid mistakes have been made
What an honor when you ran to him he took off again
In the long run so I was betrayed but all wounds will fade