These Pills

You look at me
And say with disdain
I’m not doing it right
As if there’s only one way
You push me farther
I never asked for a nudge
As I try harder
But it’s never enough
‘Cause I’ve let you convince me
That I’m in the wrong
But it’s been you all along
So I’m done with this useless feud that you chose to start
I’m done with your attitude and the hypocrite you are
You fill these pills up with my pride and shove them down my throat
Do it one more time, and I just might overdose
I was born a hassle
With paper skin
And I’v been the asshole
Ever sinc
So I can’t blame you
For my hatred of self
Even though you berate me
For everything else