This Howl

I’ve been here for
A million years
It’s only been
The twinkling of an eye
This dark, this pain
It’s so unbearing
Fire consumes
The tears I cry
I never thought
Of pain so drawn out
Screams and gnashing
All surround me
Over and over
I keep remembering
I must bear this
Through eternity
This howl
I can’t turn away
This howl
Keeps droning through my mind
This howl
Consumes my every thought and emotion
This howl
Keeps droning on through time
I cannot bear
This isolation
Where have all
Of my friends gone?
This supposed to be
The best time of my life
My fate has shown me
I was wrong…
I hear his voice every second in time
«depart from me you accursed one
I never knew you»
Jesus, please forgive me
I’m ready to accept you now
But how I know
You will not hear me
I had my chance
I turned it down
(repeat words after first chorus)