Fucked by the Head

Finding it hard to sleep.
These thoughts are killing me.
All that I want to know is
where this royal path will lead.
Can’t find reality.
Please let this be a dream.
All that I need to know is
if you all believe in me.
Out on this Pedestal,
everything that I hold
Is just a glimpse of what
I am and how I’m growing old.
How can I take this throne?
I can’t rule on my own.
I cannot leave behind
Everything that I’ve ever known.
So when, did I leave behind
Everything’s just so hard to find
I’ll try, to construct a path
One less travelled, burns to ash
I know, they depend on me
Everybody’s steady hands fumbling
crumbling, no where to turn
I’m lost and damned this throne to burn
I can’t leave you all behind.
I need you all by my side.
Don’t leave me to my demise.
You say that it will be fine.
But I can see through these lies.
Don’t leave me to my demise.
Don’t leave me.
Don’t leave me to my demise.
All that’ll be left
Is nothing but memories.
All that I’ll see is
You all haunting my dreams.
Memories…
Of how it all used to be.
Why does it feel like
Destiny’s betraying me?
Why does it seem like
This throne has imprisoned me?
Memories…
Of what it used to mean to me.
Memories…
Of how it all used to be.
Memories…
Of what it used to mean to me.
All that’ll be left
Is nothing but memories.
All that I’ll see is
You all haunting my dreams.
Memories…
Of how it all used to be.
Why does it feel like
Destiny’s betraying me?
Why does it seem like
This throne has imprisoned me?
Memories…
Of what it used to mean to me.
All that will be left
Is nothing but memories.
Memories…
Of how it all used to be.
Why does it feel like
Destiny’s betraying me?
Memories…
Of what it used to mean to me.