Fears

Fears come to my attention
Stared in the face of untamed aggression
I saw life flashing forward
Holding back the strength left inside of me
Returned in fright
I keep falling in a darker daze till I’m crawling
This is my own betrayal in it’s finest
What would make me think
That there is nothing left for me
What was my mistake, I have forced myself to breathe
Breaking me apart
I swore I’d never fall this short
Holding back, I can’t believe myself
I won’t be held captive
If you can’t hold your own tongue
You’re the reason there’s filth on this earth
I will rip out and slaughter all fear I have manifesting in me
What would make me think
That there is nothing left for me
What was my mistake
I have forced myself to breathe