Gaps

She’s like me, she never leaves an escape route
Because you can’t run when you’re compressed and on the edge; When you can’t
find the missing part
And there’s just gaps where it always used to be
Alone
Fuck it, we don’t need anyone
I swear that I don’t mean the things I say when I can’t hold myself together
It’s the devil that you love you struggle with and you bring it out of me
She’s like me; impossible to hold it in
There’s only so long you can hide the panic before it floods into everything
Through every gap where it’s been before
When I’m with her, fuck it, I don’t need anything
I swear that I don’t mean the things I say when I can’t hold myself together
It’s the devil that you love you struggle with and you bring it out of me
I see it all, the damage that we’ve caused
It’s complicated but I love you, every part that’s still intact and the devil
in your gaps