I Lose It All

I lose it all
I watch it go
The memory
Of how it feels
I can hear it now
It’s so beautiful
It’s hard
This ___ (?)
Inside of me
I stumble
Stumble down
From what was mine
I choke
I drown
With all fading out
The hills beneath
Can’t fear them now
I watch it go
But it’s out of reach
Is what we did
When all is told
What we do
When all is told
Cause I can hear
And I have caused
I can feel
What’s been lost
It turned so dark
On the way down
No I can’t do that
Can’t do that