Lakeside

I’m missing light in the afternoon
But it’s only as dark as your room
'Cause anything’s better than
Rain in December
This feeling is nothing new
This must’ve happened at the wrong time
I’m still looking for piece of mind
And I wish that I was
Keeping dry in Lakeside
But as hard as I try, I can’t seem to fight the tide
We fool around on your old bedroom floor
But at least you can’t pretend you wanted more
And then that time you stuttered on the phone
You can’t have it all
You can’t have it all
The winter helps me reflect
'Cause I’ll never forget the first time you undressed
With your head in my arms and your hands on my chest
After such a long time of feeling like second best
I’m scared and I’m not afraid to show it
Everything I know from home is going
I’m standing by the window
It’s snowing outside, and empty house in Lakeside
And I’m drowning in the tide