Seeking Nights

Shadows of twilight, like a sign of might, conquers greed for light
Vanguard wings, fading blinks of the day
Oppressive calmness reaching out for sure
Nervous hours once more, torn apart, bleeding heart
Long ago
It finds me, reminds me — a glimpse of my past
Is behind me, obsessed me, as years went by
Abuses me, confuses me — I don’t know why it teases
Why it hurts me, God, tell me how to forget this night
Nights — from deep in my mind
Thoughts — that try to accuse me
Nights — a trace left behind
Thoughts — that try to accuse me
Too blind for allusion, imploring eyes
Dad, I really did’nt realise!
Irrevocable hopeless
Train of thoughts that I failed to see
Wasn’t there when you needed me the most
This night when you went away
To find your heart that you’d lost
Too blind for allusion, implorin eyes
Dad, I really didn’t realise!
When she left your life, you needed me
You began to die, I didn’t see
Just for me I cried, blame on me
Feel those seeking nights endlessly
Seeking nights…
Now it’s near — every breath is cool
I regret what I’ve done to you
If I could I would undo all
Seeking nights