In the World, but Not of the World

I wake up from the apathetic night
Every time I push things
Of knowing everything and keeping a routine
I tried to put life in
Everything I touch, it wants to be seen
And carried forth, just like jewelry
Give it a reason to feel the view
I love it when I think I knew something and then
I find out that it’s the opposite, I’m
Always finding myself in love with
Contradicting myself
It’s what I thrive on
To surprise myself again
I wake up from the apathetic night
Every time I push things
Of knowing everything and keeping a routine
I tried to put life in
Everything I touch, it wants to be seen
And carried forth, just like jewelry
Give it a reason to feel the view
I love it when I think I knew something and then
I find out that it’s the opposite, I’m
Always finding myself in love with
Contradicting myself
It’s what I thrive on
To surprise myself again