Gaslight

I’ve been holding this back for far too long
No means nothing in a mind so small
I was told so many times to stay away
Thought I was used to the heartache
You crossed a line that I can never draw back
I’d rather tear my eyes out than see you again
And what the fuck do I get?
You controlling bitch
Laugh through the pain, let’s pretend we’re okay
What makes it even worse is you knew that it was wrong
Dragged my ass to hell and back and I’m still strong
But you left the biggest scar that I can’t sew shut
I’m bleeding these words since you can’t get enough
Imposter, psychotic, self-destructive fucking cunt
Malicious, detrimental, megalomaniacal, piece of shit
Liar, liar
Took me for granted, it’ll never happen again, liar
Wasted my time without consent
Two years gone, I could’ve used for my benefit
Liar, liar
Took me for granted, it’ll never happen again, liar
Wasted my time without consent
Two years gone used for your benefit
What makes it even worse is you knew that it was wrong
Dragged my ass to hell and back
And I’m still strong
But you left the biggest scar that I can’t sew shut
I’m bleeding these words since you can’t get enough
Look in the mirror, tell me what do you see?
A dirty fucking pig skinned alive, sold for free
I’m spitting these words since you can’t get enough
I’m only a number when your moral is fucked
And manipulation is passion, twist my head into a lesion
I’m choking on air that’s too toxic to breathe
Your flaw is insecurity, you can try to be me
And I’ll try to make you see
You’ll never succeed
Over my dead fucking body
You’ll be higher than me
Baby please, you’re a fucking disease!
Now get the fuck out of my head
I’m tired of this!
I didn’t want to love the hatred
I’m sleeping with sadness
I wake up shattered in pieces
And the last thing I’ll say
Despite what I thought was true
I hope no one goes the lengths that I tried to climb for you