Gate of 15th

When I close these tired eyes
Sun sets to where it rise
Waking up being young and clean
Meet you there at the gate of fifteenth
I know… I’m paralyzed
I know… I won’t make it right
I know… I’m paralyzed
I know… I won’t make it right
These hollowed eyes
Won’t make things right
These hollowed eyes
Won’t make things
I don’t remember being someone else
Took so long to be my true self
Then i blew it all on whiskey coke
Spent to create till i go broke
Plastic smile, worried mind
Reckless love and grudging seeds
Judging look, a ripped out book
Jealous deeds for the friends in need
I know… I’m paralyzed
I know… I won’t make it right
I know… I’m paralyzed
I know… I won’t make it right
Plastic smile, worried mind
Reckless love and grudging seeds
Judging look. a ripped out book
Jealous deeds for the friends in need
Will I go to the middle east war
If I knew why I’m here for
Wonder wall standing tall
Sinking ship of an ancient soul