Second Thoughts

I look a lot like my dad in the morning
The puffy eyes that we have in the morning
From all the work and from all of the worries
From all the pain
I look a lot at myself in the morning
Sometimes I won’t recognise but I’m falling
I had to fight with the thoughts that demolished
My everything
But today I’m letting go I f**k it all
Today I’m crying in my bed alone
I’ve been my own life coach
I’ve tried every approach
I’ve been trying so hard to move on
I needed to fight myself to win myself
But everywhere I go
I Feel the same, feel the same
I loose my way
I’ve gone back to that dark place again
Where I’m having second thoughts
Where I’m having second thoughts
I needed to fight myself to win myself
But everywhere I go
I feel the same, I feel the same
I loose my way
Ohh
I’ve gone back to that dark place again
Where I’m having second thoughts
Where I’m having second thoughts
Cause I think I’m not enough
No
No I think I’m not enough
No I don’t care where tomorrow heads
Tomorrow is just another cliche
And I still pretend that I’m okay
In this paradise passe
But today I’m letting go I f**k it all
Today I’m crying in my bed alone
I’ve been my own life coach
I’ve tried every approach
I’ve been trying so hard to move on
I needed to fight myself to win myself
But everywhere I go
I Feel the same, feel the same
I loose my way
I’ve gone back to that dark place again
Where I’m having second thoughts
Where I’m having second thoughts
I needed to fight myself to win myself
But everywhere I go
I feel the same, I feel the same
I loose my way
Ohh
I’ve gone back to that dark place again
Where I’m having second thoughts
Where I’m having second thoughts
Cause I think I’m not enough
No
No I think I’m not enough
I’d go back
I’d go back
I’d go back
But I wouldn’t change a thing
No I wouldn’t change a thing
I needed to fight myself to win myself
But everywhere I go
I Feel the same, feel the same
I loose my way
I’ve gone back to that dark place again
Where I’m having second thoughts
Where I’m having second thoughts
I needed to fight myself to win myself
But everywhere I go
I feel the same, I feel the same
I loose my way
Ohh
I’ve gone back to that dark place again
Where I’m having second thoughts
Where I’m having second thoughts
Cause I think I’m not enough
Oh
No I think I’m not enough