can't let go this time

I can’t let go
I can’t let go this time
No I can’t let go
I can’t let go this time
I just wanna let you know i fucked things up
I haven’t told you the whole truth
The more i think about it
The more i wish that i could tie a proper noose
You called me late at night
Convinced that things will be alright
It’s my burden to bear
When the sun rise
I’ll go outside and feel the rain on my skin
I can’t let go
No I can’t let go this time
Of all I have
I’m trying not to leave it all behind
Same colors out the same damn window
Only thing that changes is the wind now
And I can’t stand being so far away
From places I said I would never stay
And you are just enough, I’m nothing more
I still remember falling in love on the ocean floor
I try and forget all the fights on the bedroom floor
I try to be, I’ll to be so much more
I can’t let go
No I can’t let go this time
I’m trying not to leave it all behind