i hate fucking being numb

Is it I think too much?
Or are we chasing after a ghost of what once was?
I can’t tell the difference
Is it you care too much?
Or am I holding our past like a knife against my tongue?
I can’t tell the difference
Would it be enough?
If we were loaded and fucked up, house out in the hills
I wouldn’t bet on it
We could be more lost
Car roofs, wet shoes, cashed out in a friend’s garage
But one time’s enough
Will it ever be enough?
I hate fucking being numb
Sorry that I love these drugs
Do you think my head is fucked?
Will it ever be enough?
I hate fucking being numb
Sorry that I love these drugs
Do you think my head is fucked?
Will it ever be enough?
I hate fucking being numb
Sorry that I love these drugs
Do you think my head is fucked?
Will it ever be enough?
I hate fucking being numb
Sorry that I love these drugs
Do you think my head is fucked?
Will it ever be enough?
I hate fucking being numb
Sorry that I love these drugs
Do you think my head is fucked?