Highly Protected but Vulnerable

Ain’t measuring time, ain’t measuring lies, what are you waiting for?
Ain’t measuring risks, ain’t measuring fears
Real life is right outside your door
Mirror, mirror I lost it all
I won’t step back, they got me up against the wall
All the times I think about starting fresh new I reckon everything that kept me
standing
I’m searching for something else to keep me up after everything I’ve been
through
I’ve given up and I’m not willing to step back, damaging myself,
dealing with health
Dice rolling with the facts
Temper trapping all around made me a bit so numb, a quicksand on the move
Selfish plays, ego acts, lay on the line my inner best, I told you where you
were stepping on