Holding On

My tears are cutting through this page like,
Razor blades falling from my cheeks,
And I can’t speak but they, they do it for me
Well I swim in the ocean of utter devotion
And I can only hope you’ll swim too
Even though the waters are deep
And the clouds are rolling through
I can feel that I am sinking slowly,
And as I lose control
I know I’ll never stop
holding on, on.
Call it a blessing
call it a curse
call it what you will
There’s something worse than persistence
But im searching still.
See there I go again refusing
To give in to the
Possibly of losing my ability to think
Or to hide but I am opened wide
Take a look and make it fast
One quick look it better last because
I can feel the wind
and its pushing me.
And I can that I am sinking slowly,
And as I lose control
I know I’ll never stop
holding on
holding on
The animal in me says
Survival
Survival
Survival but
The romantic in me says
Just be alive woah
So I let the wind blow
And I let myself sink slow
And when I lost control
I knew I’d never stop I’ll never stop
Holding on.