My Final Gift To You

You ought to be right where I am
No, I don’t want excuses anymore
Bring back the lost year of my life
That I miss so terribly that it kills me
It was a cold day in hell when you moved to New York City without me
It rained in this town all year long
If you offered up your hand I’d do my best to take it
You’ve been gone oh so long
Tonight could be the night we cast this shit aside
And pretend all this nonsense never happened
But you made up these scenarios in your head
That I’m the venom that burns you in the night when your in bed
It was a cold day in hell when you moved to New York City without me
It rained in this town all year long
If you offered up your hand I’d do my best to take it
You’ve been gone oh so long