Illusion

I know
She hates my friends, so I let them go
I know
She hates my clothes, so I had to trade em all
I know I’m not myself, it’s true
Just like the water in the desert, I am an
Illusion
Illusion
The mask I made starting to crack
Never could last, nothing is forever
My life spiraling out of control
Back to square one, fuck it I surrender
I know
I’m uncomfortable with things, that I don’t know
I know
I hide from myself, oh she told me so
I was afraid you’d leave, me lonely
Just like the sunset over water, I’m an
Illusion
Illusion
Mask I made is starting to crack
Never could last, nothing is forever
My life spiraling out of control
Back to square one, fuck it I surrender
But, now, that you’re gone
My reality was good enough
You may have left a mark on me
A reminder I’m not an
Illusion
Illusion
Mask I made is starting to crack
Never could last, nothing is forever
My life spiraling out of control
Back to square one, fuck it I surrender