Capsized

I hate you still
yet I imitate you
you’re in my dreams
pushing me around
I move my mouth
I watch her cry
it’s killing me and you wonder why
always said I wouldn’t be that way
I always said I wouldn’t be that way
Capsized
cut down to size
like colors bleed
now they’re all the same to me
I feel his hand
and I know I’m damned
a puppet on a string
this is the last time I treat you like that
this is the last time I act like a man
this is the last time i drink myself to sleep
this is the last time I act before I think
oh, but the things kids say