Lullaby

It’s the sunlight shining in through your window now
In the morning, her boots by your bed
The warmth of her hand
It is summer and everything’s beautiful
Still you wish you were dead
There’s no changing
Of the seasons in this golden land
No leaves turning red on the trees, no bite in the air
There’s no darkness in where to rest your weary eyes
To rest your weary eyes
You gave up drinking
You thought things would get better then
Colors be brighter, voices be clearer
Turns out you were wrong
You’re thinking of giving your mom a call
Then you remember she’s gone
It’s always sunny here in this golden land
And her smile is so warm
And so is the touch of her hand
If only you could feel it
All this beauty surrounding you
Still you wish you were dead