Still Find You

Bury my face in this pillow
I kept four years in this room
Hopin' to fall asleep to a memory
Of a trace of your perfume
Know I should never miss you
Can’t miss to see you again
Ain’t it funny that no matter how many days pass
Hatin' you is something I can contend
I hate this house
I hate this room
'Cause no matter where I try to hide
I still find you
I’m done with acting crazy
Done blowin' up your phone
Maybe it’s time I pack my bags heavy
And move on
There’s just somethin' 'bout a goodbye
That I never heard from you
Maybe closure is somethin' that I needed
I was still in that we’d make it through
I hate this house
I hate this room
'Cause no matter where I try to hide
I still find you
I hate this house
I hate this room
'Cause no matter where I try to hide
I still find you
? here in this bed
Wrap my arms around you
Tell you I love you one last time
Before you become someone who wants me (dead)