Almost Lost

I had fun but now I can"t come down again.
To lean, you turn, hating our closed environment.
And so I almost let you go… (am i alone again?)
For so long I"m almost lost in you… (another end again)
I pretend, I don"t fear, your footsteps fade away.
The sound, break down, stop me crying
White line of love and hate.
Counting the seasons and thinking of reasons,
Touching her face and soaking her grace in.
Talking in whispers, ignoring my listeners…
Un-plug me from your wall.
I almost let you go… (still not part of it)
I"m almost lost here.