Grudge F***

Tonight I got nowhere to go
And I thought that I would call you
And see if you were home
I’m sorry, but I’m pretty stoned
I hope I didn’t scare you
I hope to God you were alone
I still fixate on all those nights
When we would drink ourselves familiar
And count the blurry lights
All my friends have left me here
You were the only one who knew me
Sometimes I think I’ll disappear
I would give anything to make it with you just one more time
I’d give you everything I own
I really missed the ship where you’re concerned
I only wish I had another turn
I guess it’s time I let you fly
I can see the light is changing
I feel like getting high
I promise, I’d sleep on the floor
I swear to God I wouldn’t touch you
There could be no one who’d ever touch you