Until I Fall Away

I want to tell if I am or am not myself
It’s hard to know
how far or if at all could go
I’ve waited far too long
For something I forgot was wrong
I don’t know all the answers
I think that I’ll find
Or have it within the time
But it’s all that I’ll have in mind
Until I fall away
I won’t keep you waiting long
Until I fall away
I don’t know what to do anymore
Until I fall away
My fear pretend that I’ll never be in love again
It’s real to me but not like these fools
And not like this scene
I won’t find or have it within the time
If it’s all rusted and fade
In the spot where we fell
Where I thought I’d left behind
It’s loose now but we could try
Until I fall away
I won’t keep you waiting long
Until I fall away
I don’t know what to do anymore
Until I fall away…
When there’s no good answers
And no new questions
Another personal disaster
There’s nowhere to go but down…