Why

Waiting for something
Tell me it’s worth it, not all for nothing
I’m making assumptions
I think I fucked up but keep going
And then
Will you forgive me, mmm
For all the times I didn’t believe you?
When my end is near, will you be with me?
Will you be with me? Will, will
When my end is near, will you be with me?
Should, should I be trying?
Should I go meet you
Where all the others say they can feel you, hear you?
And see you, I guess
Why, oh, why are you so hard to find?
Why why why why why why why
My my my my my my
And my, my reasons' running dry
Why why why why why why why
My my my my my my
Sometimes I wonder, mmm
If you’re just something somebody made up
Are you really looking over my shoulder?