Loaded Gun

The future is a threat to me
I’m waiting for it, I’m tangled in this
I think about it constantly
The weight of the end, invading my head
Because I can’t pretend that
Pretend that I’m okay
When I just want to leave
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
When a fire will explode
I’m ready for the fight above
And I’m a loaded gun
Oh I’m a loaded gun
So full of your nativity
I wanna be liked, I’ll never get it right
I’m fighting just to feel relief
My magic is gone, how do I go on?
Oh I can’t contain my
Contain my everything
Anyway
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
When a fire will explode
I’m ready for the fight above
And I’m a loaded gun
Oh I’m a loaded gun
When I’m out on my own there’s no place left to go
I know I’ll find my hope if I learn to let go
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
I’m a loaded gun
When a fire will explode
I’m ready for the fight above
And I’m a loaded gun
Oh I’m a loaded gun