Living

Is this really living?
'Cause I can’t bring myself to get on with it
I keep dwelling
On these things that are out of my control
Stay in bed til' midday
Won’t say a word, got nothing to say
Wrap myself in a duvet
And keep myself to myself
'Cause that’s all I really want to do right
Now
How do I come around?
Now
I’m giving into the sound
Of the voices in my head
I’m making peace with the choices I made
To stay away
And it feels like I’m voiceless
Am I a danger to myself?
I hope so
Is it really worth it?
For the trouble I’ll be getting nowhere
Like it’s perfect
I’ll put on my brave face
But you’ll soon see why
I hide in plain sight
You’ll soon see why I thrive
In my own company
All I really want to do right
Now
How do I come around?
Now
I’m giving into the sound
Of the voices in my head
I’m making peace with the choices I made
To stay away
And it feels like I’m voiceless
Am I a danger to myself?
I hope so