Mess with the Best, Undress Like the Rest

If I could better myself, I swear I would
I swear to god I’d fucking change myself
But the five billion hands of the world are pulling me down
My veins are turning a dark blue
I feel like dying, how about you?
Take the coins out from under your tounge
Unsew the pockets because I am holding on to nothing
Drown, drown, I’d fucking drown without you
If I said you were the only one
Who could pull me out of this one
Would you think it was fiction?