Real Life Illustration

From the dawning of my infancy,
you were always watching over me.
Realization of a vacant heart, searching,
come to find out you were worlds apart.
I fear the time, when my minds confused by my example.
A portrait of, to show you love,
greater hopes and promises for you.
In these years gone past, Ive come to be,
more aware of opportunities.
Every now and then deferring right, hoping,
you dont see the conflicts in my life.