Nightmares

I keep on having nightmares
Where you are standing right there
And you keep on yelling at me
For some shit I can’t remember
Oh god I wish that they were real
'Cause that would mean that you were really here
And I wish I could go back
My heart, I wish you never broke that
I tried to write away the pain
But I see you when I’m fucking on her waist
Yeah that’s toxic
But I can’t seem to stop it
Yeah it hurts I’m only acting like I’m alright
I’m alone and your with him for the sunrise
My hands keep trembling and I can’t even hold it
Every night I wake up in a cold sweat
I keep on having nightmares
Where you are standing right there
And you keep on yelling at me
For some shit I can’t remember
Oh god I wish that they were real
'Cause that would mean that you were really here
And I wish I could go back
My heart, I wish you never broke that
Much rather be a ghost in my room
Than to have another fucking thought of you
Man, shits tempting
My temple throbbing and I wish that I could end it
Then I see you in his bed
I wish that I was blind
I wish I never saw that Snapchat
'Cause every night that shit lingers in my mind
I keep on having nightmares
Where you are standing right there
And you keep on yelling at me
For some shit I can’t remember
Oh god I wish that they were real
'Cause that would mean that you were really here
And I wish I could go back
My heart, I wish you never broke that