Dying Inside

How can I make sure no one notices me
I don’t want a conversation with nobody
And it hurts too much to say how I feel
What you don’t know is all I know
How can I make sure that I fool everyone?
Gonna wear a suit and tie and put my bravest face on
And it’s far too deep to show you this wound
No it won’t heal, no time soon
Nobody knows what I’m going through
I’m dying inside
Who know’s what I’m thinking, what I’m trying to hide?
Here I’m dying all night
I’m breathing, but I can’t feel life
I’m smiling, but I’m dying inside
How can I make sure I’m invisible?
Or find just a simple phrase that may say it all
Cause it’s far too soon and not the right time
What I’ve seen was for my eyes
And how can I make sure no one worries for me
'Cause I don’t need helping hand and don’t want sympathy
Don’t know what I need but know what I don’t
What you can’t see, it feels so broke
That you can’t see is how I’ll cope
'Cause I’m dying inside
Who know’s what I’m thinking, what I’m trying to hide?
Here I’m dying all night
I’m breathing, but I can’t feel life
I’m smiling, but I’m dying inside
Want everyone around to think that I’m alright
Hope they assume I’ve left the dark and found the light
Want them to think that I don’t cry myself to sleep at night
Here I’m dying inside
Who know’s what I’m thinking, what I’m trying to hide?
Here I’m dying all night
I’m breathing, but I can’t feel life
I’m smiling, but I’m dying inside