Chaos

Keep getting stuck though I’m standing in place
Where the light creeps in, but the shadow erase any trace of the glow
So I found my peace with the darkness here
But still I dream with the beams radiating from her atmosphere
But the fear is calling me a sinner
I can’t escape from its fingers
It holds me still, frozen in time
Chaos, chaos, chaos
Hiding underneath my skin within my eyes
I’m trying to explain this feeling
Now I’m caught up in it
Chaos, chaos, chaos
Hiding underneath my skin within my heart
Tired of being in my feelings
Pause, I keep repeating
But then a thought suddenly occurs
That the world revolves even when I hurt
Maybe I’m not alone
And even though I’m a sinner
When I connect with her fingers
We can’t be still frozen in time
Chaos, chaos, chaos
Hiding underneath my skin within my eyes
I’m trying to explain this feeling
Now I’m caught up in it
Chaos, chaos, chaos
Hiding underneath my skin within my heart
Tired of being in my feelings
Pause, I keep repeating
I don’t know, I don’t know
How to feel what I feel
Had enough, had enough
Now I choose what is real
I don’t know, I don’t know
If I wasted my time
Had enough, had enough
Guess I’ll leave it behind
I don’t know, I don’t know
How to feel what I feel
Had enough, had enough
Now I choose what is real
I don’t know, I don’t know
I don’t know should I say
Will you stay in my chaos, chaos?
Chaos, chaos, chaos
Hiding underneath my skin within my eyes
I’m trying to explain this feeling
Now I’m caught up in it
Chaos, chaos, chaos
Hiding underneath my skin within my heart
Tired of being in my feelings
Pause, I keep repeating