rest up

All by myself, 4:30 AM
Why can’t I sleep now?
I feel the urge to call you again
I know it’s not real, just stuck on repeat
I’m sorry, but I never intended to put this weight on you
But honey, I
Darling, I’m trying to get better
I keep forgetting these things that are important to me
Darkness gets stuck on my mind and I get blinded
I wish I could get a break so I can rest up
And I could finally see what really matters to me
Woke up again
What can I do to get my shit together?
I thought the nights were made for sleeping tight
They just blind my sight
In my head, a fight
Such a waste of time, yeah
I keep forgetting these things that are important to me
Darkness gets stuck on my mind and I get blinded
I wish I could get a break so I can rest up
And I could finally see what really matters to me
But honey, I
Darling, I’m trying to get better
Darling, I
Honey, I’m trying to get better