Thunder

… And if you lived in me
You’d think that I’m insane
I know I don’t belong here
I push my limits over lines that I could not explain
For reasons that are never clear
I’m rushed and closing in on my demon’s trail
Where all my promised thoughts lie waiting still unbroken
But anytime I trip my darker half refrains
«I doubt you’ll ever turn into some heroine»
Someday I must belong here
Sometimes I think so much I’ve missed that boat I’ve prayed
Would come untie these hands I fear
Still every hour’s just another breath I take to stay awake
And all my promised thoughts lie waiting still unbroken
But anytime I trip my darker half refrains
«I doubt you’ll ever turn into some heroine»
Lightning has to fill the sky
Before I learn how to listen for the thunder in my head
I’m rushed and closing on my demon’s trail
My wings have fallen out
And I am waiting for the power to unfold them