White Lie

I was sixteen years old
When the sadness took hold
And it never went again
Still feel it sometimes
When the weather’s unkind
And my lover’s lips are thin
But then I get high
Tell myself the white lie
That blind faith would make
Everything alright
That I’d walk on water
Like when I was younger
I’m a failure
I’m a disaster
And I don’t 'wanna be anything else
I’m a loner
I’m a loser
And I don’t 'wanna be anything else
It’s in London, most times
It swarms around me
And it comes in waves again
Yeah, I’ll do what I’m told
Let the future unfold
As I’m thrown down the rabbit hole
But then I get high
Tell myself the white lie
That blind faith would make
Everything alright
That I’d walk on water
Like when I was younger
I’m a failure
I’m a disaster
And I don’t 'wanna be anything else
I’m a loner
I’m a loser
And I don’t 'wanna be anything else
Do you feel the same to me?
Do you feel the same to me?
Cause I don’t wanna be like you
I don’t wanna be like you
I don’t wanna be anything else
I don’t wanna be like you
I don’t wanna be like you
I don’t wanna be anything else
I’m a failure
I’m a disaster
And I don’t 'wanna be anything else