Haze

I want to be your lover, I want to be your friend
I wish I could tell you I’d last 'til the end
I’m in a blue haze, a blue haze
I wanted to be a preacher, I wanted to be a king
Now I want to know why everything is in
A blue haze, a blue haze
My friends have all left me, away on the breeze
There’s a crushing silence where love’s a disease
Like a fever it grips me, like a lover it holds
I’m scared of getting older, scared of dying alone
I’m in a blue haze, a blue haze
I’m carried on the back of a wave of gloom
I’m told I’ll see the shore again soon
I’m in a blue haze, a blue haze
I’m living in dark rooms, playing at God
I’m staring at blank walls, pretending I’m not
In a blue haze, a blue haze
My friends have all left me, away on the breeze
There’s a crushing silence where love’s a disease
Like a fever it grips me, like a lover it holds
I’m scared of getting older, scared of dying alone
I’m in a blue haze, a blue haze