WHY DO I HAVE COVID DURING MY BIRTHDAY WTF

I can’t taste or smell
This is fucked up bitch
What the hell
I lowkey want to kill myself
Ima get better what I tell myself
Okay
Since thanksgiving I been like this yea
Food no longer excites me yea
I don’t even got the fucking virus now
Doctor told me that I just gotta ride this shit out
Like why?!
This is where I draw the line
I’m so fucking angry
But just know I’m really tryin'
Tell me how do I deserve this?
(Tell me)
What did I do to deserve this
(Tell me)
Why?!
(Bro this shit has me so fucked up you don’t even understand)
Why?!
More than a month
I’m so fucking done
This is fucking dumb
I can’t f…
Fuck!