Whatever Mattered

Living in the past
Has never worked for me
Forgetting the past
My presence feels so free
Searching in my past
Dying to find solace
Whatever happened then
I don’t mind
Whatever was said
It doesn’t matter
Whatever mattered then
I long forgot
I’d like to say I didn’t care
I’d like to think it was all fair
The waves are gliding over me
Everything passing away
Whatever mattered