Not My Night

Want to call her up
Think that’s crazy
Maybe I think too much
Let it phase me
She could be the one
Or just another one that got away
I can fall so fast
Bounce back slowly
Tend to let my past keep me lonely
They say the first heartache is the worst
Hell, every heartache felt like the first
If it’s over maybe crying is alright
If there’s losing maybe winning is in sight
It doesn’t have to turn out right
It doesn’t hurt to think that next time it might
I’m pretty lucky it’s just not my night
Never caught on quick
Hints elude me
Most things I choose to miss to keep from bruising
Signs are everywhere
I’ve resigned it’s safer not to care
Don’t believe in much
And that scares me
I’m sure a little faith would keep me healthy
I just believe in what I’ve got though belief may be all that I’ve got
If it’s over maybe crying is alright
If there’s losing maybe winning is in sight
It doesn’t have to turn out right
It doesn’t hurt to think that next time it might
I’m pretty lucky it’s just not my night
Ought to ante up
Show some bravery
Shouldn’t shrink from stuff 'cause it’s risky
I’m dealt the hand I hold
Holding out won’t get me anything
If it’s over maybe crying is alright
If there’s losing maybe winning is in sight
It doesn’t have to turn out right
It doesn’t hurt to think that next time it might
And if it’s over maybe crying is alright
And if there’s losing maybe winning is in sight
It doesn’t have to turn out right
It doesn’t hurt to think that next time it may
I’m pretty lucky it’s just not my night