Led Trident

I am sure your arms would be lovely to be in
But I just feel so weak every time I see your face
In me, there is the simple desire that lies
Not even a touch
Just a glimpse of burnt reality through your eyes
Everything
Perishes me, pierces and demolishes
Every way of progression that serves my heart
And you kill the soothing in me
There is hail across the water
Fear fights me, I lose
I lose
Channeling every desire through physicality, I lose strength
Waiting every second to pass
Only to witness any evil left there is
That is tearing me
After all, all this is, not having, not seeing, walking pain
Scathing, scorching, shattering me
Feels like the end of the world
It’s a sadness that is hurled
A grief, a punishment, crossed
Now I watch you turn everything I wanted to feel
Into something sickly mossed
Feels like the end of the world
Ended without starting, I don’t know what I lost