Lost, Sad & Lonely

Sad is something that I’ve felt my whole entire life
Thoughts of suicide, riding in my mind, till the day I die
It’s what I’m up against, I’m tryna represent my growth n shit
Show em that you’re not alone in this
I’ve been praying to a god, questioning if they exist
What’s the purpose of my life, cause it can’t just be this
I got a bone to pick because the pain doesn’t fit
Bring a knife to my wrist, and just contemplate a slit
Been taking drugs because they’re easy
Life is always hard, but it’s gon' take a whole lot to defat me
Some peopl dream to be me, but they don’t even know me
I don’t even know me
I don’t even know me
I’m lost and I’m sad and I’m lonely
I’m lost and I’m sad and I’m lonely
I’m lost and I’m sad and I’m lonely
Am I the only?