Outside

I don’t fit in anymore
Red light shines up this crowded floor
The movement in this house
Everyone here think that this is fun
To me this is just chaos
Here comes a self titled queen
A red eyed looking mannequin
The smoke didn’t do her well, I guess
'Cause now we all see her meals from yesterday
I don’t fit in with my own age
Drinking make us all talk too much
All tears in every corner now
Some of them tried to express their love
And I’m inside watching from the outside, outside
Don’t know what’s the fun in doing this
Dancing all night til' your legs break
I once did it for a girl, but she
Locked herself in the bathroom, ended up with my friend
But now I know better than I did before
I don’t fit in, feel old, dull and bored
All I see are nobodies drinking to die, just to feel alive
I don’t fit in anymore
Eyes don’t watch me like they did before
I had my fun but got broken down
So now I’m inside watching from the outside