Self-Destructive Pattern

Feel the tension of rejection
Bleach it out with the therapy
The confusion and seclusion
Turns it into my deformity
Never trusted, maladjusted
I’ve become my own worst enemy
The aggravation in my fixation
Keeps it all controlled inside of me See it all collapsing, it’s all around me This condition is killing me The isolation still surrounds me In remission but it’s killing me It’s what I can’t control/What I can’t
control/What I can’t control in me Born again I feel so hollow
Torn again my senses fade
Mourn again without the sorrow
Born again without the blame
Force a new solution, it’s all inside me In remission but it’s killing me The evolution is divided
In remission but it’s killing me I can’t increase the treatment
It won’t suppress the feelings
Or stop the way I’m getting used to the pain
Breaking down
Self-destructive pattern