What Sarah Said

And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself that I’d already taken too much
today
As each descending peak on the LCD took you a little farther away from me
Away from me
Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only
say goodbye
Stung like a violent wind that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our
minds
And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain
beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself
'Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads
But I’m thinking of what Sarah said that «Love is watching someone die»